The Empyrean

Me - So far love and common sense  is concerned, I have no mother,  no father, no brother, no sister,  no relatives, no wife,  no children, no  friends ... I know I am on the TOP of this world.  Even if you remove your robotic control over minds of mankind,  what I am getting?  I will still be ALONE on mountain peak... I know you are forcing me to go through your state of mind.  Absolutely disgusting state of mind. I am living only because you have kept in almost perfect physical health. God - Someone should have understood what is True State of my Mind. Me - But you don't die, but as a human I can and I am going to use it. I indeed don't want on top of this world. I just want PEACE. Just peace after my death. Nothing else.

God - Last words... Me  - That Triangle - Arrowhead solution to Newton's third law happened on borrowed money.  But society had given me those money on guarantee of my friends. Your rude mankind wasn't involved in this invention. And anyway I had repaid that society loan from my earned money. So this Triangle - Arrowhead invention belongs to me. Same thing about Triangle -Arrowhead Reactionless Propulsion. Because of your flawed economy,  governments keep printing money. Inflation keep rising. Prices of things keep rising. In my perfect economy,  I still would have left my earned money in my pocket. Hence instead of 3 thousand rupees,  I still would have left 1947 rupees in my pocket and in non-inflationary economy I still would have invented reactionless propulsion device on my earned money. You can't fool me by your flawed logic that these inventions have happened on public money. Also I discovered theory and equations on mobile which was bought on my friend's m

Me To God - Wait a minute... So this is how you suppress logic and memories of people to create good impression about you. In Andaman, I have walked to strangers many times for help.  Let me  count... 1. On very first day you forced me to try to sleep in mosquito infected dirty area. On second day I found that every government worker in that Port Blair to Havelock island port is extremely rude, especially that ticket giver. I was giving money still he was behaving very rudely with everyone. I lost chance to go to havelock because I ran short of money. 2. Then Police. Police everywhere in India are corrupt and rude.  They and whole rude society create more criminals by their rude, animalistic and pathetic behaviour. That rude police at the gate of port was right - "yeh physics wisycs yaha nahi chalega". They didn't even allow me to sleep in front of port gate in that street side empty stall. (3) I took shelter in abandoned bus because one person told me not to sleep

ऐ दिल-ए-नादान, ऐ दिल-ए-नादान आरज़ू क्या है, जुस्तजू क्या है हम भटकते हैं, क्यों भटकते हैं, दश्त-ओ-सेहरा में ऐसा लगता है, मौज प्यासी है अपने दरिया में कैसी उलझन है, क्यों ये उलझन है एक साया सा रूबरू क्या है क्या कयामत है, क्या मुसीबत है कह नहीं सकते, किस का अरमां है ज़िन्दगी जैसे खोई खोई है, हैरां हैरां है ये ज़मीं चूप है, आसमां चूप है फिर ये धड़कन सी चार सू क्या है ऐ दिल-ए-नादान, ऐसी राहों में कितने काँटे हैं आरजूओं ने हर किसी दिल को दर्द बाँटे हैं कितने घायल हैं, कितने बिस्मिल हैं इस खुदाई में एक तू क्या है https://youtu.be/rJRIAKQhaYA

Me - I thank YOU for keeping your promise which I had asked you some 19 years ago.  My loved ones are still alive, though you have created my  conflict with them. I understand that it's your war strategy. Important thing is that all of them - except my grandfather - are still alive. In One case you indeed sweetly surprised me. I again pray to you keep all of them happy and well for long time. I have done my job, but you are suppressing logic of everyone. If you are waiting for invention of that empyrean device or Bramhastra through which all this Universe is created,  then I am extremely tired. You are still commanding my mind and hands. Someone will discover it automatically while working on this Triangle - Arrowhead shaped Reactionless Propulsion invention. Remember,  I will not ask any kind of help to anyone. I will not even touch any food found on streets. I will not touch any cigarette/bidi buts found on streets, neither I will ask anyone for cigarette. I will not beg, bor

God - "I am weaker than bacteria and stronger than God ", remember you said it in your mind at 18? Me - Still you dared several times to insult me. God - You actually never sat on ground to beg. So your accommodation that I have made you beggar is baseless. Me - (Hands tied behind,  on knees, staring at Him in extreme anger) But you have forced me to beg. God - You walked to strangers just thrice in thousands of kilometres journey. It's true that they refused. Rest of the times I myself sent people to you or told you to walk in my nearby prayer places. I myself sent that man to help you to get out of Andaman when in your mind you had decided to die hungry. He spent five thousand rupees,  gave you food for 2 weeks. So your accusation that I am 99% evil is wrong. You almost never walked to strangers for help. In whole journey I didn't give you even minor illness. How do you know that 99% people are rude and evil? Me - Yes, I walked to strangers just three time